i'm back.

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When i was with you...id have to say it was the best thing that happend in my life…& I really mean that…I don’t remember the last time I wanted  something like that…okay so I  had other boyfriends before you…but it was different with you…it felt real…I loved being with you…I wish I could have spent the rest of my life with you…& I really do think i love you…& I wish I could have been with you forever…you helped me open up…I know I didnt talk all that much when we’re together…but i wasnt afraid to open up to you…I felt like I could tell you anything & everything…i wasnt afraid to be myself around you…& I loved being able to do that…I didnt feel like I had to act a certain way around you for you to like me…I loved the way you were always there for me…you always made sure everything was okay…I loved the way you comforted me  when i was feeling sad…or when something was wrong…even when everything was okay…I loved being with you…& I love you

maan...i havent updatin in forever!! yea i joined my sister and mike's BIGGEST L0SER program!! haha...gonna go to the gym everyday after school...and after practice...yup yup...gotta loose all that fattness!! and get FIT!! haha...and then once it starts getting hot again i can get tan!! YAY!! haha...yea...ive been thinkin bout alot of things lately...like the people i hang out with...the people i talk to...my 'so--called' friends...thers s00 much stuff that im keeping inside...one day im just not gonna be able to keep it in nemore...i just hope that day never comes...coz i dont wanna make all these little things turn into a BIG DEAL...and end up with all these ppl hatin on me or nething....but i dunno...im really gettin kinda fed up with it yanoe?! yesterday i was thinking...and i realized that i dont really talk to neone...at school i dont talk to neone all that much...i mean i talk...but about nothin...i feel like i dont have neone to run to yanoe...im gettin really close to my sister...and its cool...coz me n her always goin through the same things...and feeling the same way...and we can relate yanoe...even tho we get into arguements everyone once inawhile...but what sisters or brothers dont? atleast i know ill always have her...and its not like...ppl you meet...and your not sure if you can trust them...or if they'll always be there for you yanoe...well i dont wanna get all into it...so ill end it here...bye